Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Direction, Understanding, And the need of.. both

Time is irrelevant, sleep is unnecessary.  An conceptual idea that my previous knowledge, thoughts, experiences, creativity, and logic/reasoning has led to.  A concept that I am very intrigued by, and would like to know more about how it IS possible to execute and live in that idea.  Make that idea a reality.

Mind over matter... taken to a whole new height? Or maybe someone saying mind over matter understood something at the time that I don't, or maybe don't.  Either way, I've help on to that idea, and explored it, played with it.. played with reality.  MY reality. OUR reality...


The quest for good is an interesting one.  We all seem to want to be good, some part of us.. or something flowing through us tells us that;  guides us.

I'd like to mark this day, this moment - well, more of a rebirth.  I have taken my thoughts and ideas and am finally.. living them.  Trying on a new mentality.   That mentality, which I wish I could fully explain.. but it takes a lot of time and conscious/subconscious mulling to really grasp.   So thus, I will continue with a brief description of several ideas to consider in your conscious thought.

Think, it's wonderful..  it really is.  But don't over think  Don't let yourself be controlled by your thoughts or anyone else's, control your own thoughts.  Take control of yourself, essentially.  That's the practice you must use to get the whole idea into play.   Use your previous belief's/ideas/knowledge to morph you're perspective, don't let them define a box for you to sit in.

I'm going to say it... we all are wrong, yet all so right.   It all matters... yet it doesn't matter at all.  It is all so complex, yet in reality the concept is simple.


Simple.  Just LIVE!  Learn, thrive, be happy.  Let go of regrets, fear, guilt, greed, any of the feelings which you don't particularly enjoy feeling.   It's almost like we continue to feed our fear, guilt, greed, or bad feelings in general with thought.  So it's simple.. stop thinking about bad things.  Focus on the bad, and eventually those feelings will start to fade... as well as all the bad around you.

Don't stress or worry, these are essentially derivatives of fear,   Fear that something won't work out, fear that someone will get hurt, or hurt you.
We all play part in the "evil" in this world, and it is a personal goal of mine to explore how we can rid it of our world.  And find new, interesting, and hopefully more accurate perspectives on reality as we know it; or et least one's that will shape a better, more evolved world.


I understand... it seems so simple to just be happy, but can you really just do that?  It's difficult to really live in it.. yet it's so easy to live in a world of worry, fear, guilt, and greed.   It's like picking out a shirt at the store.. you might like it's design, try it on, but you will never truly appreciate the shirt until you have it at your home.... the first couple tries you might be wearing it and enjoying how comfortable it is, or showing it to other people in excitement for your fascination with it... in hopes that they will share in the enjoyment.  But... it takes having it for a while, living with it, in it, until it is a part of YOU.

We need to just BE.  Be content.  I challenge myself, and everyone reading this.. : : : : :    :D

 - Try something new every day, it doesn't matter what it is.

 - Try something you're afraid of..

 - Don't try to find your passion, LIVE IN PASSION.  Just be passionate about living.. I think you'll find that you will naturally find your way to your passion.

 - Encourage yourself to THINK positively, think positive thoughts.  Don't ignore the negative ones, just.. don't fight them... observe them for what they REALLY are.   To truly understand the light, you must delve into the dark.  Instead use them as food for thought, more idea's to think about.  More perspectives to observe.   Just.. don't let them control you, let them pass, don't feed them.   I use to know when I was feeding my negative feelings with negative thoughts.  In the back of my mind I knew what I was doing.  You're subconscious is... genius, take some

 - Challenge the status quo. Challenge the perspectives you have by looking from an opposite perspective... Gathering insight from all over.   VISUALIZE your perspectives, thoughts, belief's, and ideas as a box; a box that you are inside..   now take that box, VISUALIZE disassembling it in your brain.  Now you have a bunch of pieces... just scramble them up, reshape them.. make something interesting, NEW, bizarre...    keep taking in new information, thoughts, ideas, and use them all to make something even more different :D

Either way, the pursuit of happiness is, in all, a pursuit.
Take out the pursuit.  Just be happy already.  Creativity is the key to the future.  Visualize.. imagine.  Even if it's ridiculous... it can help in more ways than I can ever say.

Being an artist, I am naturally passionate about art, creativity, music..
But, I was naturally just a passionate person to begin with, and naturally.. I found my "passions", and I keep finding more.  Explore this world, for whatever it may be.  Stop taking everything so literal, or as absolute truth.   Relax. Truth will come to you, if you are concerned I'm sure you're thinking about it.

Live. Absolutely. Fear. Free.
Limitless.

BTW.  Here is a passage that has helped me focus my idea's, thoughts, experiences, etc... to create a concept which I SEE as possible.  I can see how it is possible, and how it's kinda been an inevitable outcome based out where we are now.    It is a concept that I personally am pushing to explore.   :D

WAKE UP :D  See the light.  :) It's simple, yet so complex... blah.


Without further a due, more information; if you seek it that is.  My advice, take it in as what it is, let go of any negative thoughts towards the concept.  Maybe once we stop focusing on what is impossible we can finally fully explore the possible :
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New Heaven New Earth

Following is a channeled transmission through Paula Peterson that describes our world in the future, a world that we are creating here and now. The Source, who calls itself/themselves EA, explains that we can speed up our evolution and bring in the new heaven and new earth by living now "as though it were already true."

A UNIQUE PARTNERSHIP ~

They join their minds in a singular projection of consciousness and have given themselves the name of EA (ee-yah).

Tel-empathically, they unite with my mind and body. As soon as I enter into a deep trance state and my persona becomes quietly suspended, EA comes through in written or spoken words. 

As a result of this channeling, I was thrust into a busy public life, with extensive travel, for several years. Why they chose me — a shy, quiet woman at the time — as their spokesperson is still a mystery.

The visitors used my body and voice in a way that has proved convincing even to the most skeptical observers.

EA's MESSAGE
FROM THE FUTURE ~


We understand that you are curious about the future, and we are more than grateful for the opportunity to share these insights with you. Nothing gives us greater pleasure than to show off a bit and to entice your curiosity with a glimpse of our Reality — which is the future of humanity and the future of Earth. 

In the telling about ourselves and revealing Future Earth, we believe that it will influence — in a positive way — the choices that you will make. We wish for you to know that even though your world seems to be on the brink of disaster, there is hope and there is a bright future that awaits you. 

But first, let us give you a little background on ourselves. 

We have often been called angels, for that is what we seemed to be to those who have seen us but could not believe that we were "time travelers" and evolved humans from a Future Earth. But to call us only human would give a false impression of our true nature. And yet, to call us "extraterrestrial" is only a partial truth at best. Even though many of us were born of celestial citizenry, many more of us are indigenous to Earth — Future Earth. 

If you were to observe our society, you would be in wonderment of many differences. However, the biggest difference you might notice in the human is a noticeable reduction of speaking. Why? Contrary to what many of your scholars believe, the use of a spoken language and the written word is not an indication of an advanced civilization. Rather, it is an indication of a civilization that has abandoned or forgotten its lineage of more advanced ancestors from the stars. 

Speaking and writing of words is a slow process. Thousands of years ago, when humans adapted to this practice as a means of communicating with one another, it drastically slowed the evolutionary progress of your races. Telepathy, and more importantly, tel-empathy, is the pathway of communication of more evolved societies. 

So you must surmise by now that in the future we are nearly a speechless society. 

We may speak less, but we play more. The energy required to generate spoken words as well as to write them is immense. It is quite effortless to commune with another through tel-empathy — a feeling- and imagery-oriented form of communication. 

Imagery, feeling, sensation — that is our primary means of communication. In your world, infants, small children, and animals — in particular, dolphins — are quite adept at tel-empathy for the most part. Unfortunately, it not often recognized as a form of communication, and in small children it is not encouraged. And so this precious ability is greatly suppressed in human nature. 

In our Reality, time is insignificant. We do not measure the passing of instances and funnel them into digital expressions. And yet, there are no words in your vocabulary that we can use to adequately describe what our experience is of this. 

In fact, often the greatest difficulty we have in communicating with you is the use of your languages. Much of your language does not even begin to convey the meaning we wish to give to you. This can make it most tricky when we discuss concepts that are far reaching. And in this respect, our communications can often lead to misconceptions and misinterpretations. Nevertheless, we can still impart important ideas, especially to those who are more inclined to be open minded and are of a more sensitive nature. 

It can be far easier to communicate our visionary ideas through innovations in the "creative arts" since this is closer to the manner in which we express ourselves: music, sounds, song, art, imagery, dance, sky-painting, water-markings, motions, visions, inspirations, and so forth. As a result of our influences, you will learn to use your minds in more productive and creative fashions. 

In comprehending our Reality — which will help you understand the direction humanity is heading — you must give up your attachment to karma and past lives. This exists only in realities like yours, where the inhabitants achieve gradual spiritual and evolutionary progress after repeated "mistakes," lifetime after lifetime — a very slow process and not at all a common condition among other forms of intelligent life in the cosmos.

But this is changing at a more accelerated rate now, for there are increasing numbers of you who are finally grasping that you attract your Reality according to your level of consciousness, and to where, what, and how you place the focus of your attention. So why only gradually evolve through sleepy lifetimes, when you can leap and bound ahead with the exuberance of a fully awakened state? This will give a clue to the future that awaits you: a fully conscious and awakened state.

We are highly creative and do not sleep and do not dream — for dreaming and wakefulness are the same. Ever had an extraordinarily vivid lucid dream where you directed the outcome of events? Did you feel the exhilarating energy of it? And did you notice that it seemed far more real and alive than your normal waking state? Well, then, that is the state of existence in which we live — and perhaps you were visiting us during those lucid dreamtime moments!

Now if you were a dolphin, all that we have said thus far would make complete sense, because this is exactly how a dolphin navigates through life. Dolphins do not sleep, neither do they dream. It is not necessary, for they are fully conscious. Of them we will say much more, because they play a crucial role in your future. However, for now, if none of what we say to you makes sense, do not become distraught. Just play with the idea for a while. Understanding will come to you "in time."

Now, let us look at some highlights of the future.

In looking at the series of events which lead you from Earth Present to Earth Future, we can tell you that when you eventually abandoned your fear of alien races, you also constructed a form of global leadership that was all-inclusive of this new cultural design. Many of the fearful ones who resisted the arrival of extraterrestrial visitors simply had to pass away, and in so doing, allowed those to rise into positions of power who intuitively knew that the future holds a peaceful conglomeration of nations — not just of nation states, but of star nations as well.

You lost your fear and you built a new world. But that was after you pulled yourselves through war and subsequent strife. You emerged reborn from the ashes, so to speak. Crisis forced you to see how important it was to band together, to form one global family instead of promoting and sustaining segregation.

Some of the very basics and beginnings of a unified global consciousness are already being demonstrated in your collective endeavors to meditate at specific times in order to shift the course of events so that you may create world peace. Imagine, if you will, that when enough of you have mastered the power of the collective mind, you will come to know our world more intimately.

The next stage and path of evolution that beckons you is meant to be trod by liberty seekers — not just liberty of the physical body and social justice, but in seeking the liberty of the mind. In taking this path, humankind will make extraordinary leaps, and a burst of new enlightenment will dawn upon your world. This will greatly accelerate the evolution of your kind in ways that are largely unfathomable to many. And yet, you will reach frontiers of consciousness that are merely glimpsed now by the more lofty and visionary souls of your era.

Your present state of existence is similar to primitive in many respects — and that is not meant to imply that you are of lesser importance than we are. Quite the contrary, we marvel at your struggles and we rejoice at your breakthroughs. And it is precisely because of your victories and progressive achievements that you set the foundation for our world — your future. However, the power of your consciousness stills eludes you for the most part simply because you hold yourselves at bay and rarely step into that realm of the infinite without trepidation.

What can we say about war on Future Earth? There isn't any, and no need for such measures to bring about justice and peace. Peace begets peace — it is no more complicated than that. You discover this soon enough in your present circumstances as more people in your era join the forces of Light that focus on peace to bring about peace rather than waging war — which only forces an acquiescence and is not a true state of peace.

Is there famine and starvation in the future? Of course not. How could there be, when there is sharing and giving across all borders, across all boundaries, and across all beliefs? No one lacks or goes without on Future Earth.

Sound Utopian? It is not only possible, but real, and you created it with your desire for a better world.

There is no need for currency. You finally abolished this form of exchange when it became possible for more and more of you to simply exchange services and earn "points" or "favors." You became a culture that shares with and serves one another, which lifted the veil of separation that all too often is generated in your world because of your perceptions and use of money.

Is there central government? Not in the form you presently know. Instead, we serve the whole by honoring the individual. Your Internet was the foundation for this great shift, and it will be seen by you, in the not-too-distant future, that the power of the individual is restored. It was long in its coming, but it was achieved.

There are no hospitals or prying clandestine organizations. Sickness is no more on Future Earth, because you achieved more fulfilling lifestyles, healthier eating habits, and a greater harmony with your bodies as well as with the Earth. And as you matured as a race and grew beyond your fears, there became no need for secret organizations to spy on its citizens.

Without those long-standing institutions, you may ask, how then do we survive?

Our Reality will not make sense to some of you since your structures of government, chain-of-command, in addition to societal paranoia, have been set firmly in place for so long that you can hardly conceive of an existence without them.

What about ecology? Instead, think of "epitome" — for it is the essence of life that we honor and all is sacred on Earth and is blessed to us. Your present ecological concerns evolved into a global epiphany where you finally realized that humanity and ecology are one. You implemented that awareness which became the epitome of our existence. Our global respect for nature, each other and all living things initiated a rapid rejuvenation of a world that you thought you were losing.

And where do your celestial brothers and sisters fit into all of this? You will embrace your comrades and relatives from the stars, but first you will have to come to terms with how you treat each other. You will eventually lose your fear of these celestial citizens, just as you lose your fear of and hostility toward your fellow human. 
Those who have the greatest fear and hostilities will need to pass away before the new and bolder generation can rise up to take the helm. They will, indeed, rise up and lead your countries into greater union and camaraderie, and this will build the foundation for your future alliance with those from the stars.

Once these relationships improve, the gates of heaven will open wide and you will find yourself surrounded by a glorious new world in which there were always celestial friends awaiting your return — you simply could not see them for the fear and doubt that clouded your perception.

And what of the dolphins? There are no dolphins on Future Earth. Why? Because they have become human. Is that a disappointment to some of you? Let it not be disappointing, because you shall soon understand that many dolphins are already sharing human bodies in your era. And many more shall incarnate into human bodies as increasing numbers of humans achieve a greater grace and ease with their lives, which shifts the entire collective frequency of your world. The lifting of the vibrational frequency of humankind will accommodate the consciousness of dolphins, making it much easier for them to inhabit human forms.

The dolphins will take a new role among humans when it is determined beyond a shadow of a doubt that they are indeed equals. It will come to pass, as a result of your own scientific research, that dolphins have capabilities that far exceed those of humankind. And yet the most proud among you will not submit to these findings and will debate and argue against this. It will be seen over and over again in subsequent testing that dolphins out-range the best of humans in areas of cognitive feats that will astonish even the most ardent of scientists. What will you say then when it is discovered that the brain of the dolphin is proven to be more evolved than that of the human?
And what does this more evolved brain do with its time? Does it generate technologies? Does it entertain itself with distractions? Does it analyze nature through sciences? Does it manipulate governments, nations, public policy, or corporations? No! Instead the evolved brain becomes the implement by which a Higher Creative Power channels its creative energies into shifting the course of events and navigating the waters of Utopia: a vast and endless ocean of joyful possibilities, fuller expression of creativity, and future enthusiasms achieved by leaping beyond old concepts and bounding effortlessly upon waves of uncertainty.

It is the nature of consciousness to seek a form that allows its fullest expression. Doesn't it make sense, then, that those in your Reality who are the least limited and the freest to experience the joy of life and the creative play of true genius are the dolphins?

They are the Saviors of your world in many respects. And even though this may seem laughable to some, and ridiculous to others, think not that these beings are any less intelligent or profound simply because they do not speak your languages and do not take the form of human.

Let them — and the free-thinkers and visionaries of your world — light the way into the future. Let them ignite your imagination as to all the possibilities. It is not beyond your ability to imagine a Reality that is far freer, in nearly all respects, than what you have now!

Not only is it possible, but achievable. For you created Future Earth. You are the inheritors of a new world and you are our ancestors.

Let this awareness seep into your heart and soul so that you can and will call up from deep within you the memory of an era in which all that we speak of was already in existence. You are merely reclaiming what was once yours to begin with.

You must live now as though it were already true, for in so doing you manifest more rapidly the peaceful, bountiful, and beautiful world you all long for.

©by Paula Peterson 2003

You may link to this page by using ~   http://www.paulapeterson.com/new_heaven_new_earth.html   ~ Thank you!
 
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Now... if you are thinking that this is all stupid.. not possible, unreal... ridiculous.. or simply doesn't align with what you think is "right"

My humble advice to you. Forget your preconception of reality as you know it. Think.. we, as humans, use to think that the world was flat. Then we ridiculed the person who spoke against that idea. This has happened so many times in our history as human consciousness; being wrong about everything. We need to open up and just take it in for what it is, just live and breathe Life. Unfiltered. Then try to filter it again and again... challenge yourself, your own ideas and beliefs. A point to think about: it takes destruction to rebuild.

Forget your preconceptions of reality, just explore... take it in. Energy.... other realms.. all the infinite possibilities to explore, and hopefully one day create. :D Read this again with that in mind ;)




Remember, don't stress, just Live. It'll all workout as it is suppose to, going to. We will figure it out eventually.




And as for rebirth... read up on the mayan calendar. Most Mayan scholars speculate that 2012 isn't the end according to an extremely wise civilization that has given us ground to play with. Rebirth... :D













Side Note *** Stop focusing on the bad everyone does and how we will "pay for it." We are already paying for it... the Earth is, our planet, every animal that lives on it it paying for our lack of current lack of global understanding. Religion and most ideology will tell you to be "good" to not live in eternal "evil." Strange how we are encouraging people to be good, and for the most part have been since our physical human records can identify for us. I like the concept of balance, I "believe" that everything requires a balance. Ying-Yang. Good/Evil, Positive/Negative.... A concept which I often explore mentally/energetically/physically. I've argued with it in my thoughts many of time's, and I've come to the idea or conceptual idea that.... everything requires a balance... and time, this factor that we perceive to be a part of reality, is effected by it. I suppose what I'm trying to convey from idea to words is that from what we physically know of our time so far on Earth, we've lived in "sin" or.. I would prefer allowed negative thoughts to control our thoughts, ideas, and actions.. Now wouldn't that suggest that based on the balance idea, or perception of reality.. . then something amazingly "positive" should be coming up?

Anyway, too much thinking at once. Remember, not enough thought can be hindering, unproductive, but over thinking can be just as bad.. or worse :D




So thus, watch this... just focus on what is being said, try not to get sidetracked.  Just watch the video and relax .. :





Monday, March 21, 2011

Passage From the Past, Wisdom in the Future

An old verse I wrote, driving.  Angry, upset, hurt, spiteful.   It's interesting how all those feelings that I had for someone, have lost their weight; they seem to have no direct correlation to my thoughts and actions now, compared to how it was in the past.   I wonder sometimes how much of them are there, influencing me subconsciously.  I wonder if the pain is still there a tiny bit, and I just cannot see it.  

To linger on that thought would possibly be a waste of time; unless, of course, I was making decisions that were irrational or dangerous to myself or others.  I think my time would be better spent observing the fact that I felt such intense emotion toward something, or someone, at some point in my life; now they are all or nearly all gone.  Feelings that would have at one moment decided my actions with such great weight, have become nothing more than knowledge for me to derive wisdom from.

Now what do I do with that observation? Do I take from it that idea that everything and everyone I feel passionate for  now, could be just a fond, distraught, or neutral whispered memory in the back of my mind someday?  If I were to come to that conclusion, would I really need to let my feelings roam grow strongly just to become feint?
If not then what conclusion or idea should I draw? Possibly that I need, or would like to overcome this... chain of events, and find something everlasting.  Or maybe all that is everlasting is inside of me already, and I can easily spread that over everyone I come in contact with; therefore, making it possible to cary intense, everlasting emotions to each person I meet, and even those I don't.  Or focus on some everlasting "thing" to focus passion on.  Music, God, unified consciousness, universal knowledge.

Anyway, just thoughts.

As to the passage:

You move onto the bed
Taking off all your cloths
Oh wait he grabs your thigh
He's got his lips clenched tight
He moves up to your face
And then your hips connect
Oh god it feels so right.
This is your life tonight
Oh god it feels so good 
To have him close to you
It's just the alcohol
It's just the alcohol 
But we both know where this goes
Your making a mistake
This is. More than I can take

Monday, February 21, 2011

Music.

“When I open my eyes I must sigh, for what I see is contrary to my religion, and I must despise the world which does not know that music is a higher revelation than all wisdom and philosophy." - Beethoven



Thankyou music; in you I can progress. In you, I can be alive; I can live. My fears disappear, for I know you; you know me. Together we will soar, far above it all.

I don't need to catch my breath, we've got this.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Old Writing, New Again.

I recently went through some of the saved text files on my computer.  Astonishingly, I found this.  I remember going over this passage a few years ago and thinking there was great value to it, however I did not fully understand it.   I am amazed at how now I can read through this passage, with new knowledge and understanding that has allowed me to fully appreciate the ideas and messages conveyed here.
This is much.. much deeper than this message can say, but I believe it hits the necessary points quite well.

"Interaction with the Spirit World

We are surrounded by life. Everything has life, a consciousness, an existence. Each of us do. Every plant, animal, rock..Every spark of fire, roar of thunder, drop of rain that has ever existed. All of this is consciousness. Within every consciousness exists on a tiny scale, every other consciousness.

On a large scale, each individual consciousness/entity also belongs to a collective mind. This is God. We are the atoms that make up God. God is an impersonal collective entity, that simply acts as the totality of oneness with all that exists.

Each entity that exists within God can be considered as a "spirit." Or as an energy. Or as a thought form, etc. Depending on the model you adhere to. All of these are correct.

Each entity that exists within this collective fulfills a few functions.
#1 It has a consciousness.
#2 It is interdependent on the collective.
#3 It acts as both a causing agent, and an effect to a cause.
#4 It's form gradually changes over time until it's form is no longer recognizable as such.
There are many other functions, but they become more and more abstract and difficult to understand.

Let me give you the example of a shirt. A shirt is created, this is the cause. As it exists it continues to fulfill a role, whether that role is fill a drawer, warm a body, etc. After time, the shirt gets worn out, and eventually, it is no longer recognizable as a shirt. Very few of us keep one long enough to watch it become something different.

People are the same. We are born, we live. We interact with the world around us, we age, our bodies deteriate, and our form changes. The knowledge we gained is not lost, it remains as it always has, in the collective mind. However, in the current state we are in now, as the human form changes, and we are reborn, we do not maintain our knowledge, in general. Instead, we forget everything, or much of what we have learned.

As a human being, we need the temperature to be at a certain level. We need water, and food, and exercise, and mental stimulation. If we do not get proper exercise, if our food is not nutritious, if the water we drink is not pure, if we breathe in a shallow manner, our health will decline, and we will deteriorate more quickly than if we functioned and fueled our bodies the way nature intended. By working along with the design of nature, our performance will be much higher, than if we operate in a way other than we are designed to.

Now, what does all this have to do with the Spirit World? Everything. Many of us disrespect ourselves by operating in a means other than we are designed to. We mentally abuse ourselves. We are mentally and socially conditioned to think and act a certain way over eons. As a result, we drift further from nature.

Then, we disrespect nature. We waste food, step on ants, pollute the oceans. We treat our possessions as things, and do not treat them with respect.In our minds, animals exist to serve us.

So, we disrespect ourselves by operating contrary to our nature, and then we further separate ourselves from nature and disrespect it by trying to dominate rather than live in harmony with it.

As a result, we are effectively deaf, dumb, and blind. The Spirit World is all around us. It is constantly trying to give us messages. Physical manifestations of disasters, wars, illness...In the last 50 years asthma, autism, obesity, and many other maladies have become common place, when once they were rare. With all of our science and technology, we still cannot see the cause.

Nature is trying to warn us. The Spirit World is screaming. It is begging us, it's brothers, sisters, children...We need to wake up.

All around us we are surrounded by life, if only we could listen. The wind is giving us messages. The air we breathe nourishes us and tries to convey secret knowledge that we lost long ago.

Everything around us has that potential, to give us messages. Everything that exists has a role it plays, and also a higher spiritual consciousness associated with it.

Deja-vu, dreams, visions, gut feelings, this is the spirit world trying to tell us "hey, wake up. I have much to teach you." But we ignore it. I bet the majority of people reading this probably have music playing, or a tv in the background, several windows, open, IMing. We cannot even enjoy a single thing, we convince ourselves we need to have this this and this and this and some of that, and still we are not satisfied, we are not happy.

Remember when I said a micro version of all entities exists within you? In this way, and others, we are interconnected with all. One need look no further than inside themselves to find the infinite abundance of God. We having everything already. We are never alone, for we are surrounded by life, by friends and family, we are supported by the entire universe.

We are like handicapped children to Nature. We are loved, it understands that we cannot see, or hear. It tries to teach us, but we do not listen, we cannot, we don't know how. It's trying to tell us, listen, or you will continue to hurt yourselves, and your brethren.

Spirits are all around telling us to please wake up. It pains them to see us so crippled. But as long as we convince ourselves they don't exist, we cannot demonstrate them in a lab, we will be deaf and blind to their wisdom.

When I look at the lamp on my desk, it would be easy for me to sell a present my grandmother bought for my birthday years ago. But it has been there for me. Amusing me with it's interesting shape, providing light. It has seen me hurt, and seen me smile. I look deeper into the lamp, and ask what it has to teach me. I learn of the pain of not being able to help those you wish. I learn the patience and the perseverance to continue to fulfill your role, in hopes that your words will one day be heard. I learn the comfort and warmth of knowledge. I understand how I at times function much the same as this lamp. I learn that even though the answers are plain to see, and revealed for the masses, that still they may be ignored. I learn that sometimes you must be quiet with your message, and wait for the correct time to shine for it to be appreciated. I learn so much from this lamp, my friend who guides me.

We are surrounded by life, by spirit, but we refuse to hear what they are teaching us. It is a shame, but yet, they persist, for one day we may understand."  - Unknown

Friday, January 28, 2011

Thoughts.

ruins, created. Birth given from dust and despair, a monument. What does it mean, must epic be the only route... or can both be had? Were the ruins to damaging in that department for it to continue ever again... must epic be the only route..

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Meditation. Evolution.

www.familyhealthguide.co.uk
"Participants in an 8 week mindfulness meditation class experienced structural brain changes including increased grey-matter density in the hippocampus, known to be important for learning and memory, and in structures associated with self-awareness, compassion and introspection."


So... when are we going to finally listen? When science tells us it's good. Simple idea.... Meditate, wait for that silence to come over you. Strive to further your awareness, and reap the benefits from it. Global meditation means: global peace, global understanding, global change, a unified human consciousness, evolution.

Mind over matter?  An intriguing concept, not outlandish, and certainly a concept that delves deeply into our progression.  With studies coming out showing that meditation can help with a number of health problems, it's easy to say that all our problems could be solved by increasing our meditation practice, awareness, understanding, etc.    Imagine a world where we explore, create, and live.  Take the concept of the movie/book The Secret and blow it up to an epic proportion.  A world without death, disease, deceit, corruption, hate, anger, greed, the list goes on.

I want that world..... think about it.
I'm sure I'll edit this sometime tomorrow..... asleep at the keys, no good.

Goodnight.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Contemplative.

Early this morning, I was greeted by the blistering cold, and an obligation to have a meditative walk. My head has felt so jumbled these past few days, I miss my earlier mentality. I seem to have all the ideas still there, but I can't seem to invoke the passion and conviction in them I did before. Two steps back, three steps forward... maybe?

When I arrived home, I walked around for a few minutes before falling asleep. I dreamt a whole batch of dreams. I can't remember them now, as I overslept. However, I do remember that it felt much like my brain was twirling around and round, trying to sort itself out. The dreams were my subconscious confusion displaying it's complexities to my conscious mind, as for most of this I was aware that I was dreaming. Trying to sort it all out, over and over. My mind mulling over all the information, memories, thoughts, ideas... I felt involved in this process, but at the same time it was as if I was trying to tell myself something.

I awoke with a slight headache, less confusion stirring at the foreground of my consciousness. This is a definite step up, but it's not the mentality I miss, and was hoping to achieve. Or maybe, it's exactly what I wanted and I just don't know it yet..

An excerpt from a conversation this afternoon with a friend:
"I made a distinct and necessary decision to let go of any trust in others, and to see things how they really are. Unclouded by emotion, or any structure. Raw information which I myself must analyze and figure out. I came to the realization a while ago that all people have it wrong, non of us are right, yet non of us are explicitly incorrect. We just have pieces of the puzzle here and there."



It's becoming more and more clear to me... that I cannot rely on others, in any way. I must rely on myself, in more ways then one. At the moment I am referring to evolution.
*sigh* I was enjoying the company.